well here we are...

i decided to delete the myspace account, now that ive made the switch over to facebook... so here we are.
i was a bit sad deleting it, actually... since all my diagnosis and treatment blogs were stored there. its a new time now and i suppose a new place is just the thing.

updates:

lost the job on thursday. i was outwardly hoping to be on the layoff list and craig insisted i was just "coping"... i suppose i was... i got genuinely pissed after it happened. i know a couple people wanted me out and they got just that. at any rate, what's done is done and you know what they say... when one door closes, another opens. i hope thats the case.
my goal is to focus 100% on building the ysc las vegas affiliate, but the downer is that nothing is moving as fast as id like it to. i need to wait on materials to be sent in order to have something to bring to hospitals and oncology clinics... hurry and wait. love that!
at group last night, one of the ladies told me that her doctor had heard that we are known as the "negative group"... this really kills me. i have put a lot into these groups for 2 years now and knowing that is our stigma is just a huge blow. we'll turn it around, and whoever is talking shit will surely look like the asshole eventually... but still...

conference was this weekend and we had a killer time, but it seems that one weekend just isnt long enough!

i am planning on attending a conference in dc may 2-5 where i will learn how to effectively lobby on capitol hill, do successful media interviews and build an affiliate. ive applied for the scholarship, but need to find the money for my airfare. donations anyone?

i just got a text invite to lunch from some people at work... well, the old work... i think i might just do that... but now that i said yes, im feeling a bit nauseated by the idea.
we'll see what happens...