Wednesday, July 22, 2009

baby vs. living?

is that even right?
this is my struggle every single day lately.
do i ditch this ovaries and regret it for the rest of my life, because i never had a baby? i can almost picture him/her now... with those images haunt me forever?
or... do i wait just to find out that i have cervical cancer.
what a FUCKED up place to be.
it eats me every day... ALL day.

ps: i want to get naked in a hot tub with someone and enjoy it.
damn it.

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