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what ive learned today:
seems no matter how hard i try to be the best, i still tend to fail sometimes.
i thought i was the supportive, flexible, go with the flow, helpful, go above and beyond type. i thought i was loving and compassionate. or maybe i still am... but maybe all my negative traits take over all the positive ones.


im so broken that i wasnt missed.
i ache that i make you feel like less of a person.
im afraid to breathe right now.
i hope i dont say the wrong thing or make you feel unlike you again.


thats all i got.
i try.